Why me
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: MEeeeeeee
The following captures the mood aptly
that why is this happening to me. I asked myself Why ME???There she was in my school!!
the most beautiful girl !!
and gosh she became my friend :-)
I asked myself Why ME???
the days were filled with fun and joy..
there was always a smile in my face :-)
and our freindship grew over the years..
i loved her every move..every word...
we spent times together!!!
we kept on talking for long hours!!
Suddenly from nowhere a new boy joined the class
and she became frns with him...
soon she started ignoring me...
and our freindship came to end..
after so many years with her..
i couldnt feel any better...
life and smile were out of my face..
and one day she said she loved the other guy..
and my life was shaken !!!
I asked myself Why ME???


time passed on and things changed..
we went out of school and
i moved on to diff place !!!

I was in college now...and there she was a beautiful girl!(Another beautiful girl)
we became frns the very first day!! :-)
I asked myself Why ME???
and smiles came back to my face!!
we went together..bunked classes together :-)
wow it has happend to me again...
there is some one finally who cares for me
she said she liked me!!!
and time went on..and we were in 3rd year..
and then another guy came along...
she befrinded him..
and then time moved on...
and one day she said she loved the other guy!!!
She left me and then ignored me..
she was busy with the other guy..
and soon our friendship came to end
I asked myself Why ME???

time changed..i moved on...though with pain in heart..
to seek love and friendship and comapinonship..
to seek the sole mate of my life..
the one, god has made for me!!!
i kept on trying to console me..
that god has done this on purpose..
and i have a role to play...
and will meet my life partner some where..

i moved on ...changed places...
there i was in my First Job
and there she was a beutiful girl...(Another beautiful girl)

we became friends very instant!!!
I asked myself Why ME???
and we shared thoughts..
we went to every place together!!!
we moved with hand to hand every where..
we watched movies together..
ate food together!!

she said she liked me!!!
she said she wanted to be with me...
she said she loved me
life has come back to me..
i have found my sole mate!!!

and one day she reveled...
she loved some one (NOT ME!!!)
she had loved some one lese frm her childhood..
and she wanted to marry him (NOT ME!!)
she left me...saying i am sorry!!!
and she asked me to forget her :-( (which i cant ever)
and there i was heart broken...

I asked myself Why ME???
I had no choice but to move on!!!
With lot of pain in my heart!!
My mind has stopped thinking!!!
i was living myself again and again
then the thought came to me
GOD had some other plans for me!!!!

I moved on ..changed places....(had to change places)
there i am in one of the most beautiful city!!!..
city of gardens...city of light...
and i am still thinking of what happened in past.!!!
I asked myself Why ME???
I needed change !!! I needed break!!
I could nt tolerate it any more...
i couldnt enjoy the beauty of nature!!!
my life has changed ..changed again!! ..changed again!!
I asked myself Why ME???

SO I moved on again to another place.
....another country!!!..to meet another civilization!!!
BUT I KEPT ON ASKING
Why ME???
Why ME???


Really if any-one has the answer then Let ME KNOW

FOES
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: aaa
kuchh bhi maar de

The doubt of future foes exiles my present joy
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: The doubt of future foes exiles my present joy
The doubt of future foes exiles my present joy
the poem titled above captures the essence correctly.
It goes as .........

The doubt of future foes exiles my present joy,
And wit me warns to shun such snares as threaten mine annoy;
For falsehood now doth flow, and subjects' faith doth ebb,
Which should not be if reason ruled or wisdom weaved the web.
But clouds of joys untried do cloak aspiring minds,
Which turn to rain of late repent by changed course of winds.
The top of hope supposed the root upreared shall be,
And fruitless all their grafted guile, as shortly ye shall see.
The dazzled eyes with pride, which great ambition blinds,
Shall be unsealed by worthy wights whose foresight falsehood finds.
The daughter of debate that discord aye doth sow
Shall reap no gain where former rule still peace hath taught to know.
No foreign banished wight shall anchor in this port;
Our realm brooks not seditious sects, let them elsewhere resort.
My rusty sword through rest shall first his edge employ
To poll their tops that seek such change or gape for future joy.


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